Life Re-evaluation

In your minds eye, it is so easy to hate. Anger and frustration swells and can gain enough momentum that it pushes you over the edge. With me, that vexation come apparent when trust is broken. I guard my friendships closely because of this, and when trust is breached, it is very hard to regain it again. Almost impossible. I can't go into it here, but in the past year I sure have learned who I can trust, and who I can call my friends.

I am reaching a point in my life where I am starting to re-evaluate myself, my friends and my surroundings. In the military, we used to have a phrase called "blading buddy", which as you can imagine is not used to talk fondly of others. Well, frankly... I've had enough of it. Now I just need to reflect on everything and decide what to do.

No one should have to go through this sh*t. Life is to short to simply stand by and mope, stay angry or whine. I think I am learning that the hard way. Atleast, some of my closest friends are there to help me through this. Its people like Tim, who I haven't heard from in ages, that drops my a nice phone call last night to remind me who I am, and what I am capable of. I appreciate it dude.

Well lunch is half over, and I need to get something to eat and then get back to work. TTYL